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am such a stupid person. i cant take this anymore. its hurting too much
and no one understands. i wish i could just forget everything or that
everything would just work out.
actually i jsut wish i could talk to him about everything but i know
ill lose either way. i hate feeling like this, more than anything
i cannot help it, couldnt stop it if i tried.
the same old heartbeat
fills the emptiness i have inside
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| wow.
i havent updated this thing in over a year. ill write from time to time even though i siad i'd only update if i got a certain number of comments =P i guess ive been caught up in myspace like everyone else. anyway, a lot has happened since i last updated but i dont feel like writing about it all. but i have to get ready for practice so maybe ill write later.
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| whats worse: living with unanswered questions and regret because you never triied or taking a chance and being rejected knowing that you're not good enough?
i am not updating until i get 38664 comments
dont think ill be on xanga too much
http://www.myspace.com/becca_x33
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i HATE me .
[ && happy birthday to kristin stevens whom i love<333333 ]
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she'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
she would suffer, she would fight & compromise
she's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
for answers to questions that will haunt her tonight
how she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
she needs to be held in his arms to be free
but everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows that the heart of a woman will never be found in the
arms of a man
and if she runs away she fears she wont be follwed
what could be worse then leaving something behind
and as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow,
its loneliness she finds ...
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